2004-03-10 @ 9:19 a.m.
foot problems?
i cant go to school today.. and yeah that is cool. i do want to see josh though... really really bad.. but i cant. i see him all the time so its ok. i have to have surgery on my foot today and thats gonna hurt really bad... they have to stick me with all of those needles into my foot and thats the worst part. so yeah... my foot is giong to ache.. and i still have to talk to mrs moore and tell her about it cuz i wont be able to dance today like she wants me to! i'll try though. and also i cant go to school at all today and since i cant do that i'm not supposed to do any extra carricular (SP) activities today! oi... it's so insane. i really like dancing.. i wish i was really good at it. this will prepare me for next year when i try out for the next musical. dancing is what got me this year. i would have gotten the character becky.. but no. i cant dancce and she dances alot so yeah. oh well. i stil got a good part. anyways!!! i think i'm gonna change my template soon. i dont know why. i guess its cuz i've been using this one for sooooo soooooo long.
tommy called me from work and we talked a while. i dont know how josh feels about that cuz he wont tell me. it's not like we are going to get back together cuz that isnt the last things on our mind cuz it's NOT ON OUR MINDS. tommy taught me alot. and i dont regret a single thing, but he also taught me the facts that sometimes things just dont work out and things arent allways what they seem. I love josh more than i ever loved tommy i have to say. its nothing bad, i am sure tommy feels the same way for his g'f. it just feels good that we are working on a friendship again. i just hope that josh eventually beleives that that is all that is going to happen between me and tommy. friendship. oh hell, no one wants me and tommy to be friends.. not my mom, not my friends, not josh, not anyone. i dont know who to listen to~ whatever.
josh is a wonderful person... and i am so exited cuz in 6 or 7 days it will be my bday and we're going to go out on a nice dinner i hope. i like it when we go to really nice places. this one time he took me to Sidneys and that place was so amazing that i thought i was going to pee my pants.. HAAA not really... it was a nice place though, but the pea of the pants would have been a little embarrasing. the only thing i dont like about restuarants is that i get full. the food tastes so good that ijust want to keep eating it and eating it! but oh well. i've got to work today since i stayed home from school. damn that sucks. well, see ya.....
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